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Name: Dawn
Birthday: 9/1/1989
Gender: Female


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Expertise: I don't consider myself an expert in anything
Occupation: full time student


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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Home At Night

i need the money; vote please


Saturday, September 27, 2008

Letting You Go

Laying by your side at night
I often wonder if I should exist
My rage flies blind with hatred
My fire consumes every soul
I am afraid to hurt you
So I must let you go...

But your sweetness puts out my flames
You patience calms my rage
You always seem to know what to say
But still I feel the pain he caused me
I am so afraid to hurt you
So I must let you go...

Baby you know me better than anyone
The bond we shared was incredible
But still my rage clouds my judgement
And I still hurt from his anger
I am so, so afraid to hurt you, Babe
So I’m afraid...

I must let you go...

 

i don't even know why i wrote this, but I hope to never have to say it and make this poem true.  It almost fits a recent situation, though, so I put it here.  I have been once again browsing through my AP page and copying and pasting poems from there.


Update

Joe's in online school, I'm in a Christian school that isn't 100% Following Christ (according to a friend of mine who was asked to leave).  *sigh*  ">

What's there to say?  We were going to pull a prank on everyone impying that I was pregnant and announced to be married, but we couldn't keep it for five minutes lol.  Oh well; pregnant is an impossibility anyway at this moment, which is fine.  It's a brand new thing to base a realtionship on God... instead of lies.

I hate lies!  Lies seem to be what most relationships are based upon anymore.  I'm sick of it and so glad I have found someone who isn't lieing to me... even though my thoughts and insecurities tell me otherwise, which scares me sometimes...  But I'm trying to listen to God; we both are.  *sigh* ">


Friday, September 05, 2008

New Baby

No, it's not an infant... but it is a newborn project...

Allow me to explain:

I was hoping to do a Bible Study online, and got to thinking about some other stuff I wanted to do.  I'm not doing the Bible Study yet, but I am doing a website based on the forums, which I'm very proud of, considering I touched a lot of topics through them, and I've never done anything like that before.  In other words, I'm proud of myself.  The only thing is, I'm still working on it, but I'm done enough where people can start posting if they do so desire.  Please check them out.  It is Christian based, though it's not all religious... Hmm... just got another idea for a forum category... Video Games!  Wow.. I'm going to have to go back and create a couple more forum things.  Cool.  This is so much fun.  Anyway, please go check them out.

http://freewebs.com/youre-not-alone-08

much appreciated.

Dawn.


Saturday, August 09, 2008

How to spell "card"=N-O-M-O-N-E-Y

How to spell college? N-E-E-D--M-O-N-E-Y... about $6000 worth.

Think I can get it since I've been denied everything else???

Well, pray for me, because I'm going to need all the prayer I can get.  Or the help I can get.

Much appreciated.

Dawn.



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